BXBX NOVEL Chapter 958 - Will You Put Your Trust In My Hands?
~ Los Angeles, Ellie's villa ~
Friday, October 25
9:57 PM
Jasper arrived that evening and went straight to Ellie's villa from the airport.
He missed her so much that he was confident his body will fall apart from yearning to feel her close to him.
Jasper is not sure how he managed to survive last five days. Well, realistically speaking, they saw each other on Monday morning (he left just after 4 AM), and now it is Friday, so they didn't see each other for three full days. But every day felt like an eternity.
As soon as he saw Ellie in the hallway, Jasper rushed in and lifted her off the ground when he pulled her into a tight embrace. Feeling her in his arms, her body pressing on his, her scent… he didn't want to let go. Ever.
"I missed you.", he whispered while his face hid in her hair.
"I missed you too." She hugged him as hard as she could.
Two of them had a late dinner at Ellie's villa and neither of them is sure how they managed to eat because they held hands through the meal.
Ellie smiled goofily at the thought that Jasper's need to have her at a touching distance must be contagious, because she needs him that close as well. Always.
Back to present…
Jasper carried Ellie into the bedroom while trembling from the anticipation of feeling her skin against his. Her warmth… her softness… her moans… Yes. He will definitely make her moan through the night!
Jasper was surprised when his kiss which was heading for her lips ended up on her palm. Did she just… block him?
Ellie can see that he is not pleased, but if she does not speak up now, it will be too late later. She knows that his kisses and touches make her lose herself beyond reasoning and if she lets him start… well, she needs to speak up now.
"Did you ever sleep with a woman without a condom?", Ellie asked shyly.
Jasper frowned while thinking: 'What kind of a question is that?'
"Do you really want to know about my sex life before we met?", he asked reluctantly.
Ellie rolled her eyes. "Can you just answer my question? Yes or no?"
Jasper realized something…"Is there a woman claiming to have my child? I admit I did many things before I met you, but carelessly giving opportunities to random women to shackle me with children is not one of them. No matter how wasted I was, or eager… there was always a piece of rubber between me and the other party involved."
Ellie closed her eyes and exhaled. She is happy that he said he never slept with a woman without a condom. That means, she will be his first. But he could have kept his answer less graphic. Did he really describe his previous hookups as RANDOM? And why did he assume that there is a woman claiming to have his child?
"I asked you if you really want to know.", Jasper reminded Ellie when he saw her frown.
She looked at him and blinked few times. "There are women who claim that you impregnated them?"
"Well… no.", Jasper admitted. "But why else would you ask me if I slept with a woman without a protection?"
"Not without a protection. Just without a condom.", Ellie clarified.
Jasper shook his head. "Condom is the only protection I believe in. I don't want to put my trust into woman's hands. I've heard more than one story where woman says it's OK, but then it's not… and a guy is stuck with a child support for the next two decades even if he avoids a marriage."
Ellie thought how him overthinking things is… cute. She smiled. "Would you put your trust in my hands?"
Jasper narrowed his eyes. "What do you mean?"
Ellie was nervous for some reason. Talking about this openly was more uncomfortable than she thought it will be. "If I say that it's OK and we don't need a condom. Do you trust me?"
Jasper felt that his jaw shivered. Somehow, the thought of Ellie shackling him doesn't sound bad. It doesn't sound bad at all. That would mean that they would be always together. And he wants Ellie at a touching distance. Always. Maybe he should get her pregnant. Yes! That is a perfect scenario… and she will never leave him…
"Can you stop imagining crazy things?", Ellie's question interrupted Jasper's thoughts.
"What crazy things?", he denied it while secretly fearing that Ellie can read his mind.
"It's written all over your face." Irritation bubbled inside Ellie. "I have no intention of getting pregnant or to tie you up with a child. Do you really think that I am a person who will depend on a man? Even if I get pregnant, I am more than capable of raising a child on my own. Knowing your father, I would probably keep the pregnancy hidden…"
"You would not dare!", Jasper snapped.
Ellie inhaled and rubbed her temples. "Why is this talk going down the crazy path?"
Jasper didn't know how to answer that question. After so many days of suffering unbearable loneliness, he is finally with Ellie. In her bedroom! And instead of getting all hot and steamy they are talking about… what exactly? "You started by asking me about my condom usage!"
"Because I didn't know how else to start telling you that I'm on a pill and that we don't need a condom!"
At that moment, all his irritation and displeasure disappeared. He focused on five words which rang in his head: "You are on a pill?"
Ellie's shy nod made his mind explode. She is on a pill! He can feel her… raw. And release his soldiers… inside her.
Jasper was surprised that his palm sweated. Why is he this nervous? His heart pounded wildly in his chest and he was unable to inhale enough oxygen no matter how much he tried. Is he about to hyperventilate? He swallowed hard.
Ellie saw that Jasper does not look good. "Jasper, are you OK?" She patted his cheek. "If you don't respond, I'm calling an ambulance."
His kiss landed on her lips with urgency.
Jasper's thumb didn't announce deepening of the kiss because his hands were busy removing her clothes.
Ellie trembled from the anticipation of feeling him without a condom. She was happy that she got her period on Monday afternoon because that meant that she can start taking the pills right away.
Swiftness of his movements is telling her that he is looking forward to what is coming as much as she is. Maybe more.
He lowered his head between her thighs and tore her panties impatiently with his hands and teeth.
She loves when his tongue teases all the right places, but that is not what she wants right now. Ellie grabbed his hair and pulled him up.
Her core pulsated from the desire to feel him inside and his deep icy-blue eyes which stirred with lust told her that he is in the same state.
Jasper swallowed her gasp when he thrusted inside her, iron-hard and smoldering-hot.
He paused when he was all the way in and looked into her eyes which were wide open in surprise for a second before her eyelids fell down, heavy from desire.
Ellie's hips moved how much they could, considering that she was pressed by Jasper against the mattress, reminding him that he should continue.
His hands moved to her hips, holding her in place while he drilled himself inside her.
Jasper kissed and licked and sucked everywhere other than her mouth because he didn't want to block her moans mixed with her other lustful sounds which are music to his ears.
Jasper smiled when Ellie opened her legs more and gripped his buttocks while pushing herself against him.
Ellie felt that this newly found intimacy is better than anything she experienced before. She was torn between surrendering herself to the inevitable climax which is coming closer with each thrust and fighting against those currents in order to savor the pleasure of lovemaking. Oh, God! How good it feels to have him inside her. His firm body on top of hers while his heavy breath mixes with hers… And just for a second she lost focus and she was falling and flying at the same time.
Ellie's cry filled the room while her fingers clawed his back and her toes curled in short spasms. And three seconds later his groan was broken by the tremors of his own release… and she felt his heat filling her up.
Jasper didn't move for some time. He was dazed by the intensity of the raw feeling mixed with the knowledge of having his juices inside her. It is wonderful. No wonder so many guys refuse to wear a condom. But Jasper knows that it would not be half as good if it's with anyone other than Ellie.
Additional perk: he does not need to go and remove a condom. They can just move to cuddling! But he does not want to cuddle, not now. For the first time he does not want to cuddle. He wants to stay just like that, without moving.
His body is hovering above hers, and they are joined at the hips… and he can feel her clinging onto him while her hands run down his back.
Ellie is kissing his neck and she made a small break to whisper: "Jasper Kiani, I love you."
Ellie was not sure if it's because of her kisses or her words but she felt him grow bigger inside her.
He was hot and ready for another round of lovemaking.
This time they didn't rush.
They kissed and touched in all the right places, and he refused to pull out completely all up to the point when they headed to the bathroom to shower together before coming back to bed again.
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