BXBX NOVEL Chapter 127 - Adventurer?
As I walked out of the building with Olivia right behind me making sure I won\'t go back to sleep the instant after she takes my eyes off me, the sun shined down onto my body.
I was currently wearing the same bandages as Olivia, but due to me being two grades lower than her, barely a D cup, the bandages worked a lot better than they did on her since even with her bandages you could not cover that big of a bust.
I wore a black-furred Tiger jacket that went down to my naval. It was left unzipped for the prime reason that I liked feeling the breeze on my skin when I sparred. At the bottom, I wore tights, yet I made sure my ass was covered with the fur of a great black lion that I had created into a short skirt, going no more down than the top of my knees.
I made sure to keep my hair short, cutting it to about shoulder length while keeping the back as a ponytail and letting the bangs drape over my forehead.
I was currently 5ft 4 with a slim body that would fool anyone into thinking it was a normal body if I were to wear any kind of cloth over my arms and torso. While my body was slim, it toned to an inhuman level. My muscles looked like something that was carved into a greek statue with great detail while every single muscle could be seen on my arm, no matter how small or insignificant. The muscle movements themselves could be seen every time I shifted my arm. I had a well-toned 6 pack that did not take away from my hourglass figure, but rather added a nice charm to it.
I was perfect fap material for myself and with the use of some of Olivia\'s \'secret techniques\', I found a way to release all my sexual frustrations. Yes, it might not be like the real thing, but for now, this was good enough. I was not about to turn into a slut for pleasure just to appease some of my frustrations, but rather, I turned into a slut for souls.
I had found that the more corrupt souls taste better, while the innocent or less corrupt taste was a little worse. It also explained why I did not like the souls of animals as instead of filling me with the pleasure of freshness, it would fill me with a horrible indescribable feeling that made me want to throw up.
This was probably due to them being innately innocent or something which caused the reaction I have towards them the instant I caught the scent of their souls.
Meanwhile, however, I was walking through the tribe. Most of the wolves had gotten used to our presence, but the puppies usually come to due to them already knowing that I cannot resist their cuteness, therefore always giving them extra treats every now and then.
However, instead of being wooed in by their cuteness, I quickly avoided them and went to Juilam\'s place.
"Yo" I waved at him, causing him to open a single eye. His stare might have been seen as ferocious to anyone else, but I knew better. I had lived in the same tribe as him for 2 years, after all. His stare was full of warmth, love, and something else I could not see clearly.
"Did you sleep well, young one? You were training pretty hard for the last month. You kept forgetting to eat your meals too! You know you need a lot of food to grow, and you are at the ripe age for growth." Juilam asked in a worried tone, making me smile wryly.
"You don\'t have to worry about me Juilam, cuz\' I\'m fine. Look!" I flexed my biceps, making Juilam chuckle softly.
"So, are we going to train or what?" I asked with an excited smile.
"Well, about that. Yes, I might have not taught you everything I know, but it\'s better if you get some real-world experience. I know what you are going to say, but I think you should become what you humans call an \'Adventurer\'" Juilam advised, making me frown a little.
"Why the sudden change?" I asked suspiciously
"Well, for the last month or so, your progress has been really slowing down. While that might be because you can\'t advance in your mana heart or the fact you can\'t use Battle aura like the other humans, I think the main reason is your lack of practical experience." Juilam spoke matter-fo-factly
"So you think becoming an adventurer is the best course of action for here on?" I help my chin with my hand while contemplating the pros and cons.
"Well, I am only giving you advice. You don\'t have to do anything you don\'t want to do" Juilam tried to comfort
"No. It\'s fine. You are probably right, I do lack experience. All I have been doing is combat training, not real fighting. Not every person had giant huge earth tentacles after all" I chuckled before a scene from my last life flashed in my mind, making a shiver go down my spine while my face flushed.
\'I guess it\'s just that time of the week\' I sighed inwardly.
I had been training for over a month straight without any time to satisfy myself, and as a growing girl, my hormones are going crazy with sexual desires as I constantly imagined myself in different situations, whether that would be with a random girl, a girl I knew like Olivia, or even a man, I wanted to try it all.
However, thinking of actually being touched by a man-made my skin crawl in disgust. It was one of the main reasons I did not let my curiosity take over me and stayed to self-pleasure.
On the other hand, I could not take advantage of Olivia, even if I wanted to. While I think of her as one of my closest friends, I do sometimes become overcome with emotions when I see her sleeping half-naked as the little devils in my head tell me to take advantage of her.
For the last two years, there had been a growing amount of whispers in my head. At first, I thought nothing of it, but over the months the whispers only grew more and more, making me do things I wouldn\'t usually do.
It would tell me to torture, my enemies, to see how good it felt, to look down on everything as if it was below me, to take advantage of every woman in my sight, to kill, destroy, and obliterate things for the sole reason of entertainment.
It had gotten to the point where the only thing I could do to make the whispers go away was to either train like no tomorrow, or satisfy myself with other means.
\'Maybe when I become an adventurer with lots of money, I can hire a few escorts\' I thought with an unnaturally creepy smile.
"Oh god. Why are you making that face? What are you thinking about doing? Don\'t tell me you are thinking about Olivia again. Or are you thinking about eradicating another tribe... Poor souls" Juialm teased with a bit of anxiousness in his voice, however, it snapped me out of my wild fantasies and reminded me where I was.
"Oh crap! I\'m so sorry" I gave a deep bow of apology to Juilam.
The last time I had that face, Juilam had barely stopped me from doing something I would have regretted for the rest of my life.
"It\'s the voices. They keep invading my head, telling me to do indecent things. They want me to kill, destroy, eradicate, ****... Everything I don\'t want to do. I try to resist it but..." I lowered my gaze in shame.
"It\'s okay young one. I am not sure what you are going through, but know that I am always here for you. You may not be my blood and flesh, but I care for you the same way a father would." Juilam caressed my head with a pitying gaze.
"Thanks, Juilam" I smiled warmly.
My father had come a few times. Actually, he comes to visit every time he has a break and would sleep over for a week or two, or at least until he has to go back to the army. He would come and tell me stories about what happened for the last 2 years like how my little sister, Aiya, is doing, how mother is coping, how the army is, and that Jack sends his greetings.
Aroura would come around every month or so since she was now busy with her apprenticeship. Zack and Zarch would rarely come home, however, when they do, my mother prohibits them from visiting me. This had almost caused a divorce between my parents as my father was enraged, but he did not do anything since he did not want to make the new baby\'s life more difficult than it already was going to be.
Unknown to me, my father had kept out the part where they had argued for days, where my mother would accuse him of sleeping with Olivia, and her being the only reason he leaves for the forest for weeks on end. She accused him of cheating on her, and that if he found his own wife so ugly that he had to find other maidens to take out his pent-up frustration on, then he should just divorce her. A little while after this argument when my father was actually considering the divorce did my mother beat a beating from my grandmother.
Apparently, my mother had somehow convinced herself that I, a 6-year-old who was about to get married off, was in the wrong? I did not understand her logic, and neither did my grandma because things got messy exactly 6 months after I had left home.
When my grandmother had come back, it seemed like everything was about to go into chaos, but it was quickly suppressed for the baby.
Basically, the baby was the only thing keeping the family from shattering.
Anyway, after speaking with Juilam for a bit, I found myself having to leave since the desires had become too much and I had to relieve myself from all the hormones ravaging my insides like it was their playground.
"Man... I need to get a girlfriend" I sighed
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