BXBX NOVEL Chapter 1937 - “Nightmare (5)”
Tears flowing down her face, Bai Yan’s eyes looks up with pain and misery: “I obviously went to the Hell Domain to find you, why did I instead go back to the past? This must be the nightmare Suzaku referred to…. Everything I experienced is just an illusion. Di Cang, how can I get out of this? Our sons, our daughter, they’re all waiting for me. I can’t stay here any longer.”
Di Cang’s face showed a flicker of surprise before wrinkling his temple up: “Hell Domain? Sons and daughter? Yan’er, the baby in your womb isn’t born yet.”
Bai Yan looks down at her belly where there’s a prominent bulge showing.
Di Cang doesn’t know anything, if he knew, he will….
“Di Cang, I need to tell you the truth. Everything that’s happening now, it’s all in the past. I knew Azure Dragon and them would die. I tried to change their fates, I tried to save them, but each and every single time I failed…. We can’t keep doing this, this isn’t real, and I… I need to find you!”
Di Cang got quiet, leaving the whole air stale and suffocating.
After a long time, the man’s low and hoarse voice sounded: “This is the reason for your personality change?”
“Yes.”
“Yan’er, can you tell me the future…. In our next life, do we have children together?”
“Yes,” Bai Yan replied softly, her eyes were very gentle, “Xiachen is very good and kind. Ling Yan is well-behaved and sensible. Although Jin Tian eats a lot and is greedy with his food, he’s showing all the qualities of a fine man. They’re all very excellent. Di Cang, they’re all waiting for me, I must wake up from this nightmare.”
This dream had been so real that Bai Yan’s thought she traveled back in time. If not for Azure Dragon’s death in the last loop, she wouldn’t have come to her senses and remembered the truth.
“How can I help?” Di Cang’s gaze fell upon his wife’s body and firmly states his will. Though reluctance, he’s obviously not going to keep this up if it’s true.
“I don’t know, I just know that I and the baby in my womb can’t live long…” Bai Yan slowly closed her eyes.
In the previous life, she had died in Di Cang’s arms after fleeing the battlefield when Azure Dragon acted as their rear guard. At that point, the baby should’ve been around five months old, which was around this time as well with a slightly different change in environment.
Di Cang hugged his wife even harder: “I will never let you disappear, never!”
Even if I have to give up everything else, I would keep her safe.
Bai Yan slowly closed her eyes to take comfort in her man’s arm after getting the support.
Is it that after my life is over, the nightmare too will end?
This way, I will be able to return to the Hell Domain….
“Don’t worry Di Cang, our bond won’t end. In the next life, I will wait for you!”
……
The fated day finally arrives not long afterwards.
The masters of the Demon Realm were slaughtered by the Celestial Realm, and Di Cang had yet to return from the expedition, thus causing Bai Yan to rush into the belly of the beast where everything occurred. Even if the cost was her life, the demon queen didn’t hesitate….