BXBX NOVEL Chapter 198 - Repeating The Same Mistakes
"Why!? Are you still in love with Rangga?" Oscar asked sharply and sarcastically.
"I don\'t understand what you mean. Why do you hate Rangga so much as if he is the biggest threat in your life!?"
Oscar was standing beside Lisa\'s bed, staring at the woman with the corner of his eye that was filled with anger. "What makes that scrawny man special to you? He even failed to protect you!"
"Oscar! I told you, this accident has nothing to do with Rangga! This is totally my own fault. I was the one who risked my life by fighting Karina!" Lisa replied fiercely.
Oscar lowered his body, bringing his face close to Lisa\'s ear. "Hey, if Rangga is a good boss, he shouldn\'t have left his office easily accessible to strangers, right?"
"Don\'t find excuses to blame him! Do you remember when Clara came and broke into your office? Do you remember when the woman of your heart provoked all of your employees to hate me?"
Oscar fell silent. What Lisa said just now felt like a hard blow to him.
"Lisa, don\'t you believe what I say? I don\'t love Clara! Absolutely not!"
"Then why did you let that woman into your life?" Lisa snapped, pointing at Oscar. She could feel the grim aura emitted by the blonde man.
Oscar then used his hand and grabbed Lisa\'s collar roughly again. He pulled Lisa from her bed until she almost fell.
Lisa felt she was in danger. She was completely unable to avoid him, let alone fight the 190 cm tall man with a temporary blindness. She could only pray that she would be freed from this struggle soon.
"Oscar," Lisa began to cry. "Please, don\'t do anything you\'ll regret later! This is a hospital!"
"Promise me you won\'t say Clara\'s name again! Otherwise, I won\'t let go of you now!" Oscar said sharply. "Aren\'t you grateful to me? Without my help, you won\'t be able to survive until now, Lisa!"
"I\'m talking the truth, Oscar! Grow up! Face it and accept our reality! You are always pushing me and accusing me that I love Rangga though I don\'t. But you, you still love Clara, don\'t you? You always find an excuse every time I ask if you still love her!"
The debate between the two of them sounded even more ridiculous. The problem was, both Lisa and Oscar didn\'t trust each other.
The atmosphere in the room was getting tense and cold. Even the coldness of the air conditioner couldn\'t beat Oscar\'s cold aura!
"Oscar, please! Get off me, this is the hospital. You don\'t want to injure me here and add my treatment costs, right!?" Lisa snapped. The woman tightly grasped Oscar\'s strong arm which was still lifting her by her collar.
The man then began to cool down his explosive temper. He lowered Lisa from his grip and sat her back onto the bed.
He threw himself down on the chair, staring blankly at Lisa\'s face which looked scared and filled with tears.
"This is the reason why I don\'t want your help! You change too fast. You can be very sweet for a second and turn psycho in a flip. Other times, you act really cold then explode like just now. I can\'t stand you, Oscar!"
Lisa sat on the bed, rubbing her neck which was sore from Oscar\'s strangle. The man nearly knocked her down on the cold floor.
"You never fail to disappoint me, Oscar. All your help will be in vain if you continue to torture me then treat me and torture me all over again…" The woman then burst into tears.
Her cries were heart-wrenching, she couldn\'t hold back her sobs.
The man then looked at Lisa with a regretful gaze. He was about to touch one of Lisa\'s shoulders hesitantly but was brushed off by the woman.
"I\'m sorry Lisa," Oscar said. His voice sounded soft and apologetic. His chest felt tight. Oscar felt so stupid for not being able to control his temper.
He really couldn\'t hold back his anger since Lisa kept mentioning Clara and Rangga\'s name in front of him.
Lisa looked very haggard and weak. The woman curled up on the bed crying incessantly. Her body that used to be beautiful and seductive seemed to turn thin and pathetic.
"Is it really that easy for you to apologize? You really hurt me!" Lisa sobbed, crouching.
"Lisa, I… I… I\'m really sorry! It\'s my fault, I know, I can\'t help but feel angry. I didn\'t mean it. Lisa, please forgive me!"
The man tugged at Lisa\'s arm but the woman brushed it off.
"You kept apologizing but never stopped hurting me. Don\'t you know that it\'s pointless to apologize if you were to repeat the same mistake all the time? That\'s what you do!"
The atmosphere of the room was suddenly silent. There was only the sound of sobbing cries and rushing breath with anxiety.
The man leaned over and hugged Lisa tightly. He really regretted letting himself get out of control to injure Lisa for the umpteenth time.
"Lisa please, give me a chance to correct my mistakes!" Oscar pleased. His voice sounded pitiful. Tears started to stream down his eyes.
Lisa ignored the man\'s apology. She turned her head in another direction, avoiding Oscar\'s face beside her.
"You\'re so disgusting, Oscar," Lisa sneered sharply.
"I\'m sorry, I know I\'m impulsive and temperamental…But please forgive me, give me a chance!"
Oscar shed tears on the blanket. For the first time in her life, she heard her ex-husband cry.
For a moment, Lisa felt her heart was touched by Oscar\'s cry. But she still had a hunch that said the man\'s tears were nothing more than a crocodile cry so that she would forgive him soon.
"Please Lisa, I\'m sorry…. I mean it! I\'m really sorry.... " Oscar sobbed, shaking Lisa\'s little cold palm.
Lisa took a deep breath. She didn\'t want to fall for the man of European descent again. It\'s enough that her relationship was always destroyed. This time, Lisa wouldn\'t let herself fall for another man again.
However, the man\'s voice sounded sincere and earnest, making her heart waver.
"Did I hear it wrong, Oscar?" Lisa asked doubtfully. "No matter how many times you apologize to me, I will never forgive you if you don\'t change your attitude!"
Lisa\'s cold words just now were like an arrow piercing Oscar\'s chest. It felt so prickling and painful. The man then wiped his tears with his handkerchief. He was at a loss for words when he realized that he had to swallow this harsh reality.
"Lisa," his hand tried to touch Lisa\'s smooth cheek, giving her a warm touch, but the woman quickly brushed it off.
Without saying much, the man got up from his seat. "I\'ll go out for a while, so take care of yourself, Lisa..."
Lisa just ignored Oscar\'s words. She kept quiet as she curled up on the bed, feeling how painful it was to be treated so inhumanly. She then turned her body as Oscar left the room with slow steps and returned to staring at the ceiling of the VIP room with mixed feelings.
"Rangga, I hope you come here soon...."