BXBX NOVEL Chapter 324: Guilt gnawing
As she sat on the couch, she tried her best to avoid Marcus\'s gaze, but she could feel his eyes on her, filled with a mixture of worry and remorse. The doctor approached, his demeanor calm and professional, oblivious to the turbulent emotions that filled the room.
The examination proceeded in silence, broken only by the occasional sound of the doctor\'s voice as he explained his findings.
"She has bruises on her wrists from the binding rope, also dehydration and fatigue. Although she looked pretty fine to me, I would say she seems to be in some sort of shock, considering she has not said a word since I began my examination." The doctor explained.
"Why did you not bring her to the hospital directly?" he asked, looking at Marcus who did not seem to be paying any attention to him until he heard his question. His gaze fixed on Diana, his eyes holding his emotions of guilt and regret.
"You said it yourself, Doctor, she has fatigue. How can I bring her to the hospital like that?" Marcus asked, looking at the doctor who just sighed and continued his examination Diana did her best to focus on the doctor\'s words, attempting to distract herself from the turmoil that threatened to consume her.
Marcus sat nearby, his gaze fixed on Diana, his heart aching with each passing moment. He longed to bridge the growing chasm between them, to reassure her that his love for her had never wavered. But he understood that sometimes, the wounds inflicted by the truth needed time to heal.
As the doctor concluded the examination, he offered a few words on what Diana should and should not do, he also prescribed some medicines to her and left the apartment, Marcus following him out to see him off. With only Diana left in the room, the weight of the room seemed to intensify, the silence almost suffocating.
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The apartment felt stifling, the air heavy with unspoken words and shattered trust. Diana stood in the living room, her heart torn between love and fear. The truth about Marcus\'s nature had shattered the illusion of their perfect romance, leaving her struggling to come to terms with the reality she now faced.
When Marcus returned from seeing off the doctor, he found Diana with her back turned to him, her hands trembling as she packed her belongings. The sight struck him like a dagger to the heart. He wanted to reach out, to explain everything, desperate to stop her from leaving, but she flinched back, avoiding his touch.
"Diana," he said softly, his voice a mix of longing and remorse.
She flinched slightly, as if his voice had sent a jolt through her fragile emotions. Turning to face him, she wore a look he had never seen before—a blend of determination and pain. Her vulnerability tugged at his heartstrings, making him wish he could take away her pain.
"Please, don\'t do this," Marcus implored, his voice tinged with hurt and regret. "I never wanted to hide this from you, but I was afraid of losing you. I love you more than anything, and I didn\'t want my nature to scare you away."
Diana paused, her eyes locked with Marcus\'s. She took a deep breath, struggling to find the words to convey the turmoil within her. "Marcus, how do you expect me to believe you, everything is so overwhelming right now. I need time to process this, to understand if I can accept everything that comes with being with you and I can not do that with being around you."
Diana managed a weak smile, tears welled up in her eyes, her heart torn between wanting to believe him and the fear of the unknown. "Thank you for saving me, Marcus. I appreciate it. I just need some ALONE time to figure things out."
With that, she turned away and continued packing her things. Marcus watched helplessly, wanting to hold her, to tell her that everything would be alright, but he knew it wasn\'t the time for reassurances. He had to respect her decision and give her the time she needed.
Diana moved towards the door with her stuff, Marcus moving towards the window, too heartbroken to watch her leave him. She stopped for a moment when she reached the door and looked back towards where Marcus was standing, her voice thick with emotions. It was obvious this was hard for her as it was for him. "Please don\'t seek me out.
I promise I\'ll come to you when I\'m ready to talk." She said not even waiting for a reply as she made her way forward and out of the room. Only when Marcus heard the door close behind her did he look towards the closed door, a single tear dropping from his eyes. He never wanted things to turn out like this between them.
Diana\'s footsteps echoed down the hallway, each one like a dull ache in Marcus\'s heart. He sank onto the couch, his thoughts in turmoil, as he wondered what the future held for them. The fear of losing her gripped him, but he knew he had to be patient.
Days turned into weeks, and the chasm between Marcus and Diana seemed to widen with each passing moment. Their interactions, once filled with warmth and laughter, were now laced with awkwardness and uncertainty.
Marcus grappled with the uncertainty that loomed over their relationship. He couldn\'t help but replay the memories of their time together—the laughter, the tender moments, the love they had shared. He couldn\'t help but replay every moment they had shared, searching for signs that he had missed or moments when he should have been more honest with her.
The guilt gnawed at him, knowing that his secrets had hurt the woman he loved. Each time he saw her, his heart ached, as he longed to reach for her but he remained respectful of her boundaries.