Chapter 772 - 772: You’re a Victim Too
“Take Sanfu for example. You said that he died from a poisoned arrow. Looking at you, he probably died because he wanted to block that arrow for you in your previous life. That was because he chose to save you, not because you wanted to harm him. Did you plan for that to happen? Did you shoot that poison arrow yourself? You’re also a victim, Xue Yan, don’t forget this fact.”
Her statement came with heavy truth.
Xue Yan was absolutely stunned by that comment. No one had ever told him this before.
In his previous life, even if he was in pain, he rarely showed it. Especially when there was still someone alive in his family, he was afraid that his family would worry.
When his family was gone, he still did not show it. Because he no longer had a family, he was only the regent of Da Ling.
The regent could not express these things, so he kept these things in his heart. When he was alone, he would only occasionally think about them.
In his previous life, his family members all died and would never come back.
He knew this fact. Even if he was in pain, he willed himself to suppress it. However, it was different now in this life. His family was still alive.
Everyone was still alive.
Therefore, he couldn’t hold it in any longer. Sometimes, the feelings he felt in the past would leak out.
“Besides,” Jiang Yue continued, “Sanfu blocked the arrow for you to save you. He wanted you to be well, not to let you blame yourself and suffer because of this. ‘
Xue Yan was still in a daze.
“Here’s another example, I was having fun in town, but someone came to town to look for me and we played together. In the end, someone rode a horse and trampled the person to death.
“Is that my fault?
“Should I take responsibility for that? Shouldn’t we blame the person who spurred the horse? If you blame yourself in the same way, then should I also think that it’s my fault?
“Should I think that it’s all my fault for everything? It’s all because that person came to town to look for me. If that person didn’t look for me, they wouldn’t have died. I didn’t ask them to look for me, and I didn’t tame that horse…
“Anyway, what I’m trying to say is, it isn’t your fault. You would at least understand that part, right? Xue Yan didn’t stay in a daze anymore and just kept silent.
He seemed to be thinking about something.
“Actually, you know the truth. I know you know the truth. I also know that you’ve been much better since yesterday. I haven’t seen you like this in a long time. Everyone in the family is doing well and doing what they like to do.
“It’s very important for you to get over it. The main thing is that you were agitated again when you suddenly found out that Aunt Xiao was your mother. In your previous life, Aunt Xiao’s ending wasn’t good either, so it’s also obvious that you haven’t completely gotten over it.
“Time is definitely needed to process and get over things. I also know that it’s impossible to get out of it in a short time, but Xue Yan, you no longer live in the past. You must remember this.
“Also, not only will you protect them, I will also be there to help protect them. As long as you care about them, everyone will be fine for the rest of their lives.
Don’t worry.”
His depression was caused by his family members dying one after another in a short period of time. Depression could not be cured in a day. She did not expect her words to make him immediately get over it.
That was unrealistic.
If she wanted him to walk out of this, she would have to give him enough time and patience.
However, as long as he had the concept that this was no longer his previous life and that the people he cared about would be fine in this life, he would be able to completely walk out of it sooner or later..