Chapter 1314: Hope for the nextyear-abort the child, Yingluo (3000 words)
Yin shinian, this was the first time Yin shinian had been so bold and said such words without regard for anything.
She had always lived in depression and did not dare to think about many things. Her coldness had also accumulated little by little in this way.
Indifference was her protective color. If no one came close to her and she was not enthusiastic, there would be no ties and no feelings.
Once people had emotions, they would become very fragile.
Just like himself at this moment…
She felt that she had become a little inferior to say such things to Feng Yan in such a situation.
She had said this without, care for her face. One could imagine how nervous and uneasy the cold Yin shinian was at this moment…
Feng Yan’s eyes narrowed and he clenched his jaw tightly.
This was the first time Yin shinian had expressed her feelings and thoughts to her, with a hint of pleading.
She wanted to live a good life with him. He could hear the trembling and nervousness in her voice.
With her personality, she must have mustered up enough courage to say such words.
Feng Yan’s arms around Yin shinian’s waist suddenly tightened…
“Abort the child, get married, and live a good life. We’ll have children in the future!”
Feng Yan shut his eyes tightly as he said this.
His voice was firm, and you would know that there was no room for negotiation.
After hearing Feng Yan’s words, Yin shinian’s body suddenly stiffened.
Then she laughed. Yin shinian, you’re really too naive. What kind of person is Feng Yan?
Would he allow his woman to be pregnant with another man’s child?
He already told you that he only wants you to get married for nainai…
There’s one more thing, have you forgotten? He loved valiant song…
He doesn’t love you at all, what are you thinking?
You still want to spend the rest of your life with him. Yin shinian, you’re really too funny.
It was as if a hole had been torn in his heart, and blood gushed out. Then, his blood vessels burst…
That kind of pain was the pain of all the senses being pulled, and it was so painful that it could kill people.
Yin shinian couldn’t catch his breath and almost suffocated.
When she finally came to her senses, she coughed violently.
Feng Yan moved her over and stroked her back to help her breathe…
“Why?”
Even though she already knew the answer, she still asked.
Yin shinian, do you have masochistic tendencies?
At this time, she already had the answer in her heart, so why did she still ask?
Wasn’t this just asking to be humiliated?
I’m really, really tired…
No matter how hard his past life had been, Yin shinian had never felt tired.
He was so tired that he wanted to lie on the bed, close his eyes, and sleep. It would be best if he could sleep until he never woke up.
Then, she would be free. She wouldn’t have to think about anything and wouldn’t feel pain…
“I will not allow you to give birth to another man’s child!”
Feng Yan clenched his fists so tightly that the veins on his forehead were popping.
Actually, that was not Feng Yan’s reason. He just did not want to give birth to a child that might be deformed.
Yin shinian cared so much about this child that he didn’t hesitate to plead with her. If the child was really found to be deformed or born with an illness…
Yin shinian couldn’t bear any of the results.
Instead of having both the adults and the children suffer…
It would be better to just abort the child at this time.
By saying this, he would undoubtedly make Yin shinian hate him.
But it was better than Yin shinian blaming himself for knowing that the child might be deformed or sick.
Asking her to abort the child after knowing the possibility was no doubt using a knife to dig out her heart.
Rather than making her feel pain, it was better to make her hate him.
There would be more children in the future. He wanted another child, and nainai also wanted to have a younger brother or sister.
Yin shinian bit his lip, the smile on his lips beautiful but desperate. She had used her begging to beg him to let her give birth to this child, but why did he force her to abort it?
rest well tonight. You’ll have surgery tomorrow. It’s still early, so it won’t hurt your body!
Yin shinian, who was in Feng Yan’s arms, was stiff. His heart was also blocked and uncomfortable.
This time, Feng Yan left in a rather sorry state. He didn’t even dare to look at the despair in Yin shinian’s eyes.
He knew that she really wanted this child, but she couldn’t…
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Yin shinian sat on the ground, paralyzed, and cried silently.
Feng Yan, why must you do this…
Do you know that I’m sometimes as timid and weak as a Porcupine?
I may look like I’m protected by the spikes on my body, but my heart is extremely fragile.
I’ve already given you my heart, but you won’t accept it.
My cowardice will make me quickly put away and lock away this heart that you don’t want.
I won’t ever be in front of you again in this life …
Feng Yan, you’ve made me understand what love is. I want to love too.
But…
Sophia
Feng Yan was in a drunken mess, so much so that he could barely open his eyes.
Li beixiao looked at the time, got up and said to Gu Jue, “I’ll go back first. Your third sister-in-law is having severe morning sickness. I’m worried. She’ll be tormenting me again at night.
Li beixiao looked at Feng Yan, who was still chugging down the wine, and sighed helplessly.
“Let’s go back, third brother. I’ll take him back to sleep when he’s drunk enough!”
He was yawning, feeling extremely sleepy.
It was already three in the morning…
After li beixiao left, Feng Xi also woke up and saw that Feng Yan was still drinking.
“Damn, are we going to drink to death? Did he not write his will properly? Don’t drink yourself to death, you still have to clean up his mess!”
Feng Xi looked at the way Feng Yan was forcing her to drink so much that she was going to die and was angry.
He also found out about Yin shinian’s pregnancy.
Han Bing had told him everything.
I really didn’t f * eking expect that. What was it called again… The woman called Jiang Fei really couldn’t tell that such a silly person would actually do such a despicable thing.
You really can’t judge a book by its cover. You really can’t tell…
you won’t die from drinking it. I’ve drunk it before!
Gu Jue was an experienced man. Because of Chu baiqing, he had drunk even more than this.
At that time, alcohol seemed to be the only thing that could numb her. It could empty her mind and stop her from thinking about anything.
Rather than saying that he was empty, it would be better to say that he was muddled, completely unable to think clearly.
It wouldn’t hurt so much if she didn’t think about it.
“You still have the cheek to say that!”
Feng Xi hugged the pillow. He felt that the pillow was the safest thing right now. As long as Gu Jue was sitting opposite him, he would definitely hug the pillow.
At that time, Gu Jue had also tormented many people. He was so tormented that he was scared.
f * ck, why would I be embarrassed to say it? f * eking wait for the day when you’re like this and I’ll insult you again!
Gu Jue felt that Feng Yan wouldn’t even hear him if he were to scold him now.
If you hit him, he would not retaliate.
“Damn, I don’t know. Who is that man? With Feng Yan’s character, he’s definitely going to kill that man. Why is he still drinking here alone? it’s not like him!”
This was what Feng Xi couldn’t understand. Who could make Feng Yan drink so sullenly?
I don’t know. Han Bing’s lips are sealed. He won’t mention it!
Gu Jue was actually quite curious. After all, he really could not think of anyone who could make Feng Yan so depressed.
I asked third brother just now, but he said he didn’t know either.
“Jue, let me ask you, look at Feng Yan, is he in love with shinian?”
Feng Xi had always thought that this kind of thing was impossible for Feng Yan.
He loved his third sister-in-law so much. Third brother could feel this. How could he fall in love with shinian…
tsk, can’t you see it with your own eyes? just look at him!
Gu Jue could tell that Feng Yan had really fallen in love with Yin shinian, but he didn’t know if Feng Yan had realized it.
“I just don’t think it’s possible…”
Feng Xi muttered to himself. He had already let go of Yin shinian.
If Feng Yan could really love Yin shinian, he would definitely give them his best wishes.
Because nainai…
Because a good woman like Yin shinian deserved a man to treat her well.
He would dote on her and love her for a lifetime…
A person’s suffering would not last for a lifetime. There would always be sweet times.
After suffering for the first half of his life, the second half would be sweet. He hoped that Yin shinian’s life after that would be sweet because she was worthy.
“Why does it f * eking hurt so much?” Feng Yan leaned back on the sofa and thumped his chest, which was throbbing in pain.
As if he was on fire, he kept pouring the iced wine into his mouth, but he still couldn’t extinguish the burning and suffocating pain.
Instead, the more he drank, the more uncomfortable he felt. The pain had already spread to his limbs and bones.
“I didn’t want to, I didn’t want to… I don’t want you to be in pain…”
Feng Yan’s eyes were already unfocused, and his words were stuck in his tongue.
However, Gu Jue and Feng Xi could still hear what he said clearly.
However, she did not understand what he meant.
What do you mean I don’t want you to be in pain…
Even though Feng Yan had drunk too much, when he was finally lifted up, he still said clearly, ” go back to the hospital!
Gu Jue and Feng Xi had wanted to carry him upstairs and sleep in the suite.
After that, the two of them made eye contact and finally sent Feng Yan back to the hospital.
It was already five o ‘clock in the morning when they arrived at the hospital, and the sky was already bright…
Feng Yan was sleeping in the room next to Yin shinian’s.
When he woke up, it was already past two in the afternoon. He suddenly sat up.
He had a terrible headache and looked at the clock on the wall…
Feng Yan suddenly remembered that he and the doctor had agreed to perform Yin shinian’s abortion surgery at nine O ‘clock today.
It was already past two O ‘clock…
Feng Yan cursed in his heart, got out of bed, and rushed out of the ward…
Feng Yan opened the door, and Han Bing was about to open it when the two of them bumped into each other.
Feng Yan didn’t care that he was in pain from the collision. He pushed Han Bing away and was about to go to Yin shinian’s ward.
Han Bing grabbed his arm and said, ” young master…
Han Bing opened his mouth, but the words were stuck in his mouth. He couldn’t say anything.
Feng Yan’s heart sank when he saw Han Bing’s hesitant look.
Han Bing had been with him for many years. When he didn’t know how to say something, it meant that something had happened…