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Chapter 994: Flower in the Sea

Han Fei tried to swim downward, but everything he had was frozen in place. The ghost tattoo on his body faded. Only he could reach the deepest part of the sea. His memory of his neighbors was torn apart. Han Fei turned back to look. No one left. No one stopped Han Fei. They only reached out their hands. If Han Fei wanted to return, they would pull him back. Tiredness swallowed his whole body. It was hard to tell the difference between night and day. Han Fei wanted to communicate with the voice in the sea, but the only response he got was silence. The light on the sea surface was gone.

"I didn\'t want to leave, but it was so painful. I didn\'t know what to do. I didn\'t want anyone to be sad, but I couldn\'t hold on anymore."

"There appears to be a rotten tooth growing on my heart. It causes a lot of pain, so my body trembles, but I can\'t find any way to cure it. Therefore, after a long hesitation, I decided to pull it out."

"You can call me selfish."

The shadow in the sea floated away. Only Han Fei was swimming toward him. The ghost tattoo was washed away by the seawater. Everything Han Fei experienced in the cryptic world became colorful bubbles. He was losing everything, but he was still swimming deeper into the sea. "I\'ll accompany you."

"You\'ve done well. You\'ve worked so hard. Thank you for telling me. Can you wait a little longer? Let me swim to you."

The deep sea was lonely and dark, like my life.

"Too stubborn, too gentle, too kind, so they cannot understand why someone like me existed."

"Yes. I\'m weak and useless. Saying these make me cry. I can\'t control myself. I also want to go see the kite, keep a cat and walk my dog. I have so many things I want to do, but I didn\'t think leaving would be so painful."

"I know these are things I\'m not allowed to say, but that doesn\'t mean that they don\'t exist."

"I have not felt despair. It\'s true. I\'ve never been in despair. For me, none of the choices leads to despair. They are my choices, and my despair is you."

"Smile proudly, pull open the curtain and stand under the sun and hug yourself."

The voice in the sea entered his heart. Han Fei finally touched the giant body under the sea. He touched the island and hugged it.

"We\'ve already reached so far."

"We\'ve already been through so much."

"Don\'t be flooded by this sea. When you wake up, the sun will come up."

Mad Laughter\'s ghost tattoo was washed away by the sea. Han Fei had nothing. His arms that hugged the island were cut. Everything that happened in the voice was happening to him. Han Fei\'s brain numbed, and he couldn\'t breathe.

"I don\'t know who you are, but I know you must feel so helpless. When you made that choice, you must have attempted other paths. You\'ve done so well. You\'ve tried so hard."

Two blooms of blood rose in the sea and slowly joined to form a fresh flower.

"We are the same kind of people. Even at this moment, I still think about giving up."

"I close myself up in a room. I reject all info. In the end, I can\'t even remember when did I start to change."

"I think I was when I saw that girl. She was planning to plant a flower at a place where the sun didn\'t shine. I know her flower will never bloom, but seeing how serious she is, I saw myself from a long time ago.

"I don\'t want the girl to be like me, so I need to do something. I\'ll be their sun."

Ghost blood mixed with fresh blood. Han Fei\'s body slowly sank into the island. His soul slowly joined with the giant body. Han Fei looked up, and his neighbors were still standing there.

"The night is long, but the sun will come up."

The last consciousness entered the giant carcass. Han Fei didn\'t feel any pain. Instead, it felt like he had returned home. He had a similar experience in the theme park altar world, but the experience was smoother. His consciousness spread to every part of the dead body.

When he opened his eyes again, he had already become that giant body. Around him was the sea. Even though he was a lot of times bigger, the sea was still endless. Pain and despair pulled him further down. The voice in the sea was gone. Han Fei gripped his hands. Han Fei stopped looking at the dark ocean floor. He and the lonely floating body raised their heads. They were far from the sea surface. They couldn\'t see any light. Things couldn\'t return to normal, but Han Fei still controlled the body to raise its hands.

The cold seawater touched the wound. The pain was intense. He was tired of just dealing with his emotions. He wanted to swim up, but he couldn\'t do it. It was so hard.

Things that were easily done on shore were impossible in the sea. Even for someone like Han Fei, all he could do was raise and lower his hands. His fingertips tried to reach up. The bloodred ghost tattoo twined around his wrist like a rope. Han Fei saw the other end of the rope in the sea. The ghosts grabbed the memory between them.

"Do not sink, and do not give up!"

The giant body was slowly being pulled up. The broken memories emitted great power. They were minuscule, but they dared to fight this sea. The black bubbles burst. The carcass in the sea slowly opened its eyes. The eyes filled with pain and tears had some anomaly in them. The emotions belonged to Han Fei. The heavy arms slowly moved. Han Fei\'s emotion took over this lonely body. The scab on the skin slowly broke. Han Fei seemed to struggle loose from an invisible giant cocoon.

The dead body looked into the sky. He grabbed the bloodred rope, the rope that was willing to drop into the sea to save him. The cold water touched the old wounds all over its body. It raised its other arm. It swam to the sea surface.

Following the weak light of memories and listening to the familiar words in its ears, the pain and sadness melted into the sea. He would never praise pain. He would push forward in pain. He knew how hard it was. He knew how brave he was. He should be proud. He had won over something scarier than death!

Endless dreams followed behind him. Underneath him was the endless sea. In the world where he was alone, his eyes could see the sky.

"I will not sink into the sea or the swamp. I refuse to continue to rot. I will sing to fate until they respond to me!"

The dead body came closer to the sea surface. The sky was dark. Nightmare created a storm, but it couldn\'t stop him. The dead body made from negative emotions rose out of the deep sea!

When the nose smelled fresh air, the storm and giant waves topped. The feeling of suffocation disappeared. It looked into the sky. The pure white clouds allowed the sun to shine on his face.

He opened his arms and took in deep breaths. The scars were washed away. The heavy shell fell away. The shackles cracked.

The rules that formed the body and the emotions sedimented inside the body shrunk and rushed into the pumping heart. The sea breeze blew away the dust of the past. The giant body dispersed in the sun. Only Han Fei remained.

He lay on the sea silently, hugging a black and white box in his hands. His eyes slowly opened. It felt like Han Fei had had a very long dream.