Chapter 4602
Translator: 549690339
Xia Xin LAN didn’t want to think about the past as it would really affect her mood.
Before she reunited with Chu bingxuan in University, she could stop thinking about it. She wouldn’t be sad if she stopped thinking about it.
But now, she was trying to get back together with him. Whenever she faced him, she couldn’t help but think of his coldness in high school. Sometimes, she felt that she should not mix the past with the present.
But sometimes, she just couldn’t help but think about it.
If memories could be forgotten, they wouldn’t be called memories.
That was why she was so conflicted. She didn’t know how to face Chu bingxuan.
She was also afraid that she wouldn’t be able to control her emotions and hurt Chu bingxuan. She was afraid that she wouldn’t be able to hold back the dark emotions in her heart.
So, she tried her best to hold back and not think about it. She only wanted to look at the present.
The moment Chu bingxuan left Xia Xinlan’s sight, the temperature in his heart dropped. He felt a deep chill.
He had noticed the look in Xia Xin Lan’s eyes.
He could also understand that she might be thinking about the past.
The thing he couldn’t forgive himself for the most was that time, his heartlessness and coldness.
Now that he thought about it, his heart was also in pain.
He even hated himself for saying those words back then.
However, he would never let go of Xia Xin Lan’s hand because of the past.
He could only stay by her side and pretend that he didn’t know anything. As long as she didn’t expose him, he wouldn’t talk about the past.
How can we separate after we’ve loved and embraced each other?
Chu bingxuan knew that he couldn’t stand the feeling of separation.
He finished setting up the tent and walked to Xia Xin Lan’s side. He pulled her hand and said,”I’ve already set up the tent. You can go and rest for a while. I’ll call you when I’m done roasting the food.”
Xia Xin LAN nodded her head.
She could feel Chu bingxuan’s gentleness. His gentleness was intoxicating.
Xia Xin LAN stood up and Chu bingxuan held her hand.”I’ll Take You There.”
The corners of Xia Xin Lan’s mouth twitched. She wanted to say that she was no longer a child and did not need to be taken care of so carefully.
Chu bingxuan let Xia Xinlan lie down in the tent and gently covered her with a blanket.”Go and rest.”
Even Chu bingxuan couldn’t bear to see her leave. He was a normal man, and he couldn’t help but want to lean on her and hold her in his arms.
However, he suppressed such thoughts. It was good that he could look at her like this.
Chu bingxuan’s gaze was so intense that Xia Xinlan couldn’t close her eyes. She slowly sat up and Chu bingxuan quickly supported her back.”What’s wrong?”
Xia Xin LAN heard the words that were right beside her ear. She tilted her head and her lips touched Chu bingxuan ‘s. She couldn’t help but swallow.
“You ...”
Chu bingxuan’s eyes were burning.
“You ... You don’t have to be too nice to me. You don’t have to be too gentle with me.” Xia Xin LAN licked her lips.
Xia Xin Lan’s words completely infuriated Chu bingxuan. He hugged her and kissed her.
“Oh ...”
Chu bingxuan wanted a lot. How could a kiss satisfy him?
He wanted to tell her his feelings with all his passion.
How could he not treat her well?
After a long while, when Xia Xin LAN almost couldn’t breathe, Chu bingxuan finally let her go. His fingers gently caressed her lips.”Don’t say things like that in the future. I want to be good to you, and that’s my own business. You can choose not to accept it, but I just want to do it.”
Chu bingxuan was very stubborn when it came to Xia Xinlan. Xia Xinlan knew that it was useless to say anything.