BXBX NOVEL Chapter 175 - There Are Few People Who Are Going Through Worst.
"I will not tell you something like this again..." Amelia said making Valentina take a deep breath.
"Thank you!" Valentina replied making Amelia smile.
"You haven\'t done with your dinner... Go to your room... I will bring your dinner to your room." Amelia said with a smile as she kissed her daughter forhead making Valentina smile.
"Yes, mom." Valentina replied with a smile and they both got up from the couch.
They both Walked inside the house while Amelia Walked downstairs to the dining room while Valentina walked into her room. She walked inside the restroom and cleaned herself. She washed her face and then looked at the mirror as she sighed.
"What if I tell everything about and Xavier to Mom?" Valentina asked herself as she looked at the mirror.
"But what if she takes us wrongly?" Valentina asked herself as she sighed.
"Everything will mess up! She will hate me!" Valentina said.
"But what if she tries to understand and help us?" Valentina asked as she sighed.
"I don\'t know... What will happen... But... Are we doing right?" Valentina asked herself.
"After all... He is married. I will be a mistress... If our relationship comes out!" Valentina said.
"I don\'t want to have that name... I want to have a family for myself... A cute and happy family... With my husband... And children!" Valentina said as a tear falls down from her eyes.
"Will that be possible?" Valentina asked as he sighed.
"What if it\'s not possible?" Valentina asked herself.
"Why my life is a mess?" Valentina asked she grabbed the shampoo bottle and was about to throw at the mirror with anger when she heard Amelia calling and knocking on her door.
"Val... Are you okay?" Amelia asked.
"Umm... Yes... Yes, mom... I am alright!" Valentina answered back.
"Are you coming out? The dinner is getting cold!" Amelia said.
"Um... Yes... Yes, mom..." Valentina answered as she again washed her face and wiped her face. She walked out of the restroom to see Amelia is waiting for her sitting on the couch.
"Here... You\'re dinner!" Amelia said and Valentina walked towards her.
"You haven\'t eaten anything to!" Valentina replied making Amelia chuckle.
"I will have it later... First you have it!" Amelia said as she made Valentina sit beside her and started feeding her.
Valentina saw the love in Amelia\'s eyes as she started feeding her. She didn\'t thought it\'s right to keep any secret away from and so wanted to tell her what is going on with her and Xavier but she is really scared of he reaction. She is scared of her mother reaction on knowing ghat her daughter is having sex with a guy who is married? Even though he doesn\'t love Rose... He still is her husband.
\'Her Husband is My Lover.\' Valentina said to herself as she took a deep breath as Amelia feeds her.
Amelia frowned at Valentina as she is looking a little lost. So, Amelia shook Valentina\'s shoulder and made her look at Amelia.
"What\'s going on in your brain, Val?" Amelia asked.
"Umm... Nothing, Mom." Valentina answered.
"Are you sure?" Amelia asked and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"Yes... I am sure." Valentina answered.
"If you say so!" Amelia said as she took a deep breath as she feeds Valentina.
Valentina kept staring at Amelia making Amelia frown. Amelia never saw Valentina behaving like this... But she knows that there is something more that she is keeping away from Amelia. If she is so worired about Xavier happiness then it something that they can\'t help him do anything in this when Xavier isn\'t at all ready to do or tell anything to anyone... Then, they can\'t help or do anything to him but this is something that making Valentina restless then Amelia wants to help her the best she can to bring out Xavier from this... But she has no one to talk about this... Except Elizabeth?
\'Yeah... Maybe, she knows something?\' Amelia asked herself and nodded her head.
"Umm... Val, I am going to Elizabeth tomorrow... Wanna come with me?" Amelia asked making Valantina frown.
"Umm... Why suddenly to Avalanzo\'s?" Valentina asked and Amelia\'s shrugged.
"Just like that... It\'s been so many days since I meet her." Amelia answered.
"Ohh... Alright. I will come with you too... It\'s been so many days since I meet her too! I miss her!" Valentina replied making Amelia smile.
"Alright... I will inform that we are coming tomorrow!" Amelia said and Valentina nodded her head.
"Yeah... That would be good." Valentina replied making Amelia smile.
"Umm... It\'s enough for me now... You have it!" Valentina said as she took the plate from Amelia and Valentina feeds Amelia making Amelia smile.
"You know... I am so lucky to have a daughter like you!" Amelia said as she kissed Valentina\'s forhead and they both has their dinner.
"Alright... Now, go to bed." Amelia said as she took Valantina towards the bed and laid her on the bed. Amelia caressed Valentina\'s hair and kissed her forehead. Then, she covered her with the comforter. Amelia looked at Valentina for sometime making Valentina grab her hand and Amelia frowned.
"What happened, love?" Amelia asked as she caressed Valentina\'s hair with a smile.
Valentina took a deep breath and looked into Amelia\'s eyes.
"I want to sleep in your arms!" Valentina answered making Amelia smile brightly.
"You want to sleep in my arms?" Amelia asked and Valentina nodded her head as she moved aside on the bed making Amelia take a deep breath.
Amelia nodded her head and laid beside Valentina. Valentina moved close to her and kept her head on he rmother\'s chest and wrapped her arms around her waist as a little girl making Amelia smile.
Amelia turned towards Valentina and kissed her forehead as she caressed Valentina\'s hair.
"You know... When things go wrong or didn\'t go as we expected, we will get scared of our future... But people don\'t want to think about present and try to think about future at that time. Just because they are scared to what can present do to them!" Amelia said making Valantina frown at her.
"Everyone has their own minds... And own things going on in their lives... Everyone is so busy in their lives... That they never want to care about other unles... If the person is close to you and wants you to have best in life." Amelia said as she caressed Valentina\'s hair.
"It doesn\'t matter even if the life is so cruel for us... We just need to keep faith on everything we do... And wants to do. Faith and hope are the best things that go well with each other. I can understand that we may lose faith and hope in our lives... There will be a time where we lose these two things in our lives. Just because, there something that didn\'t happen that we want it to happen! Tell me, if everything goes well... In this world as we think... Why this life matters to us? We won\'t have any Value for our life... But there will be a day for everyone... When the things hit hard for them... They will know the value of life." Amelia said looking into Valentina\'s eyes.
"Life is not same for everyone. You might are going through something... But think before you think that, there are some other people too in this world... Who are going through worst... We won\'t even have any idea how worst it can be... Until we get to know about it. So, just be good with everyone you meet and make them feel good in the just few minutes of time you meet them... Those few minutes can make their life much better and will smile whole heartedly. There is say too, just smile with your enemy too... If he doesn\'t value of recognise you today... He will do tomorrow. He will value you tomorrow or the other day... But one day, he will see the real you!" Amelia said.
"Things happen in everyone lives... You shouldn\'t get angry on them... Without knowing what they are going through. What if that thing is killing him or her to death?" Amelia asked making Valantina take a deep breath.
"So, just leave them for a few days... Until they come around and figure out themselves. If possible, listen to them... Without getting irritated or angry... They will appreciate it. Even though listen to them if you think that you will or might get hurt with whatever they are talking or listening too... Just remember... Your pain is nothing infront of what they are going through. Listen to them helps them to come over it in time for them and later when every thing settles down... You can do whatever you want!" Amelia said with a smile and looked at Valentina and saw her seeing into Amelia\'s eyes.
"Do you know something?" Amelia asked with a smile as she looked into Valentina\'s eyes.
"You\'re Dad... He loved me... He loved me so much... That he is scared to lose me... And that is why, he forced me to be with him!" Amelia said making Valentina frown.
"But... After all... It\'s love. His love... That is why he shows his love... It\'s painful... And hurts but at the end of the day, he loves me and cares for me." Amelia said with a smile and a tear roll down from her eyes making Valentina frown.